I am so sorry that I have been MIA... a shit ton has been going on in my personal life and I will get to that all in a minute. I just need to take a moment to say how truly blessed I am to have the circle of friends that I have. They are my support system that are the ones who keep my feet on the ground. I am going to go through my list and thank everyone individually. Everyone deserves their own mentioning and I intend to do just that.
My friends mean the world to me and I can honestly say that without them, I wouldn't be here writing this today. They have saved me from my darkest days and have been with me through thick and thin.
Kellie Lewis: This wonderful lady is my bestest friend in the whole world. She is truly the wind beneath my wings and the one who keeps me in a safe state of mind. Kel can always tell right away when something is bothering me. She knows me better than anyone ever has. Even better than I know my own self. Kellie has been through thick and thin with me... meaning she has seen me in my darkest moments and knows all the shit that I have gone through and has truly tried to help me keep my head in a healthy state of mind. She is the one person I can tell anything to and know for a fact that I am not going to be judged, and looked at differently. She will always know what to say to make me smile, laugh and lift my spirits. She is the one person who knows when I am the Lynsee I should be. No one likes to see me happy more that my KELKEL!!!
Susahn McClintock: My hot momma is one of the most understanding and caring people I know... she is someone who is great at listening to my stories no matter when I need to vent. I can always count on her to give me some advice or to just be an open ear and hear me out. Not only does she shed light on my life based on her experiences, but she shows me paths that are good ones to follow. She shows me these paths because she has had bad things happen in her life and doesnt want me to suffer like she had to. I love this woman because she sees me as a daughter when I am in no way related to her. Also Susahn is a person that I will always enjoy listening to, no matter the subject at heart. She always cracks me up to no end.
These are the two people who mean the world to me and I truly thank for keeping my feet on the ground and my head level. Without these to AMAZING friends, I can honestly say I dont know where I would be. They are the two people I now live my life for. I wake up every morning wondering if I made the right decision to keep myself alive, and then they pop into my head and I immediately know that I did. They are my sole reason for living because they know how to put a smile back on my face when someone rips it off and turns it upside down. They know me so well its scary. I have never had friends who can get together like the three of us and chat for hours while drinking sweet tea vodka and lemonade and forget what time it is. We can go on and on and never know when to quit. I have shed more tears in front of these two women than I have with anyone else I have ever met. I am super emotional but the types of tears that I cry with these ladies are somehow special!
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